I was born and raised in Germany and many “selves” in me lost interest in the game and no longer wanted to show up in daily life when I learned about my people’s shadow. I had to face nature’s creative and destructive nature—my own destructive nature—before I could see Reality more clearly and experience Soul’s Heart.
Desert Maiden
Once again,
Reality seemed initially whole
But soon divided and dangerous.
Facing my people’s shadow around and in me,
When I stood in front of the Berlin wall,
Was daunting.
Daunting,
because I could no longer feel Soul’s heart,
No longer believed Soul’s heart was with us.
For decades,
I felt horrified, afraid and powerless.
A desert maiden
Until it dawned on me…
To stay in touch with Soul’s heart
And feel my own,
I needed to arrive in present time;
Go through hells, if I had to,
Be more curious and less afraid, if possible,
Be open.
I needed to trust receiving
And practice wholehearted giving, so I could
Know what it’s like to feel whole,
Once again.
—bea
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