Desert Maiden
i am not this desert Maiden
but i lived in the desert.
This time around,
i was born and raised in Germany.
Once again,
Reality seemed initially whole
But soon divided and dangerous.
Desertlike.
Facing my people’s shadow
When I stood in front of the Berlin wall
overwhelmed me.
My heart started raising.
I could no longer feel Soul’s heart.
For decades,
I wandered alone in the desert.
And only recently, it dawned on me…
To stay in touch with Soul’s heart
And to feel my own,
I need to arrive in present time.
Go through hell, if I have to.
Be curious and less afraid, if possible,
Be open.
I need to trust receiving
And practice wholehearted giving,
So I can know what it’s like
To feel whole
Once again.
—bea
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